the i like you but you no serious, post.

heyyy. call me a girl for whining but hey, dont blame me for having feelings towards you. i always did. you know, when you told your friend to go tell me that you liked me. my heart leaped for no reason, finally im alive again, finally. but are you gonna be serious or just sit down and be shyyyyy? i mean, its not thet im gonna eat you or anything. and dont have to be shy. im still me, im still the same adam that you crushed since you laid your eyes on. So, please ph please just smile amd tell me everything is fine. i havent had this feeling for a long time, sure idk what shit youve ben thru, i dont have to know, or understand if you dont want to. i just wish things would be easier for us yknow? take this slowly, and remember when i said that im gonna give you something on this 14th? i mean it, sure i have no money to buy all the expensive stuffs but trust me, im planing on doing this handmade stuff and hand it in to youuuuu. hope you like it, you know how much you talk to the form 3 dude? very often kan? you told me you'd talk to me, i waited for you, and its sad that i crave, i truly crave for you to hear my words out and the feeling of being appreciated. idk, maybe this shit ia just fucking me up, but guess what? ill try my hard to talk to you and make you feel loved day and night. you know, my guitar told me that it cant wait for you to hear its beautiful sound, i even told the mon and the stars that you shine birighter than them. anyways, much love form adam. i guess this is it, ill dream of you saying you miss me, cause i do Miss C.

wow, how long has it been? i havent updated my blog for so long. anyways, im back. hehe. life is okay for now, hehe. see, i wanna share to you guys abt this girl im currently talking to. she has taught me alot of things, even tho oir age is slightly astray, but really, none fuck was given. haha, she understands my situation so good, she can read my mind too. not that shes some freaky ass ninja. but shes just matured, thats al. and me? im still a kid. heyy, i do still do shit but all the shit that.i dp now is not that worse than before. haha, okay guys. i dont think i can update this any longer, fucking keypad is being gay. i will get back to you guys asap. much love from Adam (:

you know, that post of yours truly, truly made me cry. honestly. you said someone special. i thought i was just a by passer. well, there are songs that reminds me of us. Whoever She Is by The Maine. i swear it reminds me of how awesome we would be, how awesome we would make out til our lips are numb, and how awesome your reaction be when i send you 11.11 text. i was stupid not to pay all my attention to you. but its okay, im glad were friends. i am going to get you something in kl. oh and and i wanna bayke but im leaving to kl in 2 hours ): yes, its 4am. oh and when we talked otp.my heart leaped, idk why and i like it when it leaps (: oh and i want you to draw a big ass rose on my hand. ill tell you why when i call you (: oh and i also have a song for when im rebellious for you. 10 miles wide by etf. im sure you remember well (:

you know what SS? idk how to say this. but i am probably not to be trusted by you, thats fine. s my mistake, do you know how deep you left your scar? do you know that til this very day, i cry in my bed thinking back how we used to talk together. thats right. i do like other girls. i do. but with you on my mind? its so hard. im hard, to move on is like to pull the knife in my chest that you stabbed and i havent even pulled it back. i am so terrified we will part as friends. i want to be close friends, but always, everytime i try to be nice. theres always a text saying that you want your money back. i know that. i miss how i used to talk to my friends how beautiful u were and they would shut me up and tham will just smile and say im a lucky bastard. the song that suits me is Slow Motion by Safety Word Orange. i hope you listn to it. im sorry i couldnt be who you want. im sorry. there, i said it. i want us to be friends, no grudge. forget everything. just stay with me, as frinds, okay? remeber the tiedye shirt? let it be our sign as frinds. i have one too, i hope this is not so cheesy. i know that you like somebody else now. im happy for you, FRIEND

Holy shit girl.

I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.

Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.

I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always

Why did you twist it? ): he texted you and you said he didnt? He was right beside me, he used keiths phone leh, and then he texted you, so i asked, did keith texted you yesterday? It was a NO by you.

actually. i wasnt texting anyone. i just wanted your attention like how you used to when were so very strong );