the i like you but you no serious, post.
heyyy. call me a girl for whining but hey, dont blame me for having feelings towards you. i always did. you know, when you told your friend to go tell me that you liked me. my heart leaped for no reason, finally im alive again, finally. but are you gonna be serious or just sit down and be shyyyyy? i mean, its not thet im gonna eat you or anything. and dont have to be shy. im still me, im still the same adam that you crushed since you laid your eyes on. So, please ph please just smile amd tell me everything is fine. i havent had this feeling for a long time, sure idk what shit youve ben thru, i dont have to know, or understand if you dont want to. i just wish things would be easier for us yknow? take this slowly, and remember when i said that im gonna give you something on this 14th? i mean it, sure i have no money to buy all the expensive stuffs but trust me, im planing on doing this handmade stuff and hand it in to youuuuu. hope you like it, you know how much you talk to the form 3 dude? very often kan? you told me you'd talk to me, i waited for you, and its sad that i crave, i truly crave for you to hear my words out and the feeling of being appreciated. idk, maybe this shit ia just fucking me up, but guess what? ill try my hard to talk to you and make you feel loved day and night. you know, my guitar told me that it cant wait for you to hear its beautiful sound, i even told the mon and the stars that you shine birighter than them. anyways, much love form adam. i guess this is it, ill dream of you saying you miss me, cause i do Miss C.
wow, how long has it been? i havent updated my blog for so long. anyways, im back. hehe. life is okay for now, hehe. see, i wanna share to you guys abt this girl im currently talking to. she has taught me alot of things, even tho oir age is slightly astray, but really, none fuck was given. haha, she understands my situation so good, she can read my mind too. not that shes some freaky ass ninja. but shes just matured, thats al. and me? im still a kid. heyy, i do still do shit but all the shit that.i dp now is not that worse than before. haha, okay guys. i dont think i can update this any longer, fucking keypad is being gay. i will get back to you guys asap. much love from Adam (:
you know, that post of yours truly, truly made me cry. honestly. you said someone special. i thought i was just a by passer. well, there are songs that reminds me of us. Whoever She Is by The Maine. i swear it reminds me of how awesome we would be, how awesome we would make out til our lips are numb, and how awesome your reaction be when i send you 11.11 text. i was stupid not to pay all my attention to you. but its okay, im glad were friends. i am going to get you something in kl. oh and and i wanna bayke but im leaving to kl in 2 hours ): yes, its 4am. oh and when we talked otp.my heart leaped, idk why and i like it when it leaps (: oh and i want you to draw a big ass rose on my hand. ill tell you why when i call you (: oh and i also have a song for when im rebellious for you. 10 miles wide by etf. im sure you remember well (:
you know what SS? idk how to say this. but i am probably not to be trusted by you, thats fine. s my mistake, do you know how deep you left your scar? do you know that til this very day, i cry in my bed thinking back how we used to talk together. thats right. i do like other girls. i do. but with you on my mind? its so hard. im hard, to move on is like to pull the knife in my chest that you stabbed and i havent even pulled it back. i am so terrified we will part as friends. i want to be close friends, but always, everytime i try to be nice. theres always a text saying that you want your money back. i know that. i miss how i used to talk to my friends how beautiful u were and they would shut me up and tham will just smile and say im a lucky bastard. the song that suits me is Slow Motion by Safety Word Orange. i hope you listn to it. im sorry i couldnt be who you want. im sorry. there, i said it. i want us to be friends, no grudge. forget everything. just stay with me, as frinds, okay? remeber the tiedye shirt? let it be our sign as frinds. i have one too, i hope this is not so cheesy. i know that you like somebody else now. im happy for you, FRIEND
Holy shit girl.
I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.
Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.
I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always
I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.
Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.
I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always
after my PE. i looked hot. you ( yes YOU ) missed out but whats the diffrence?
anyways, peepoles, im fine. actually trying to be. i dont wanna say anything about it. not too lazy, its just when i type it again, ill get pissed again then have to go jogging to calm down :P
oh and while otw here to the cc, i saw this eating place with a big ass stage. i was thinking this, maybe me and my band could perform there? :DDDDD
ill surely bring FRIENDS, HER too.
i wanna go genting with her ): i wanna wolk around genting with her ): i wanna hold her hands ):
all im just saying is that i wanna be the one that she's gonna say "im cold" so that i could hug her.
she's just this electric shock that i get, eventually.
'ohwell, what am i writing.
i wanna play football and kick to someones face like i did during PE today. was so hilarious. HAHAHAHAHA
anyways, i hope chuu open door, okay?
i dont see mermaids that exist anymore but you. and sumore youre the most unique and the cutest one. how can i ever forget that. i just cant.
chocolate muffin <3
anyways, peepoles, im fine. actually trying to be. i dont wanna say anything about it. not too lazy, its just when i type it again, ill get pissed again then have to go jogging to calm down :P
oh and while otw here to the cc, i saw this eating place with a big ass stage. i was thinking this, maybe me and my band could perform there? :DDDDD
ill surely bring FRIENDS, HER too.
i wanna go genting with her ): i wanna wolk around genting with her ): i wanna hold her hands ):
all im just saying is that i wanna be the one that she's gonna say "im cold" so that i could hug her.
she's just this electric shock that i get, eventually.
'ohwell, what am i writing.
i wanna play football and kick to someones face like i did during PE today. was so hilarious. HAHAHAHAHA
anyways, i hope chuu open door, okay?
i dont see mermaids that exist anymore but you. and sumore youre the most unique and the cutest one. how can i ever forget that. i just cant.
chocolate muffin <3
gosh. im like so bored. literally,
IM NOT TEXTING ANYONE. 1ST TIME.
dad's coming home tonight :) i guess imma be asking for extra shirts, or pants, or money an get HER something :) im like so nice, ehehehehehehehehehek :D
im as usual listening to some screamo shit. this time its bmth. LULULUL.
everytime im online, there has to be 4 tabs opened :D
fisrt tab is HER BLOG, second is tumblr, third is youtube and lastly, FACEBOOK.
thenthen when evry single thing is loaded, i go to her blog first, after finished reading, i click the sign in button. then sign in on tumblr and never logout. same goes to facebook and youtube XD
suprisingly today.............
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I HAVENT SHOWERED. lol. not that big achievement, i once never showerd for like, 3 days straight XD
BALLS OF STEEEEEELLLLL'
IM NOT TEXTING ANYONE. 1ST TIME.
dad's coming home tonight :) i guess imma be asking for extra shirts, or pants, or money an get HER something :) im like so nice, ehehehehehehehehehek :D
im as usual listening to some screamo shit. this time its bmth. LULULUL.
everytime im online, there has to be 4 tabs opened :D
fisrt tab is HER BLOG, second is tumblr, third is youtube and lastly, FACEBOOK.
thenthen when evry single thing is loaded, i go to her blog first, after finished reading, i click the sign in button. then sign in on tumblr and never logout. same goes to facebook and youtube XD
suprisingly today.............
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I HAVENT SHOWERED. lol. not that big achievement, i once never showerd for like, 3 days straight XD
BALLS OF STEEEEEELLLLL'
hello soosuen <3
its been quite awhile since we didnt hold hands
anyways, i miss you alot D::
i do, i really do! D:
i reallyreally hope me can be different to you D:
i wished life was muchmuch more simpler for us.
STUDY.
GET GOOD JOB.
MARRY.
GET KIDS.
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
but, its all me thats dreaming of it :3 but its okay :D
look what we build, love and lotslotslots of happinesssssssssssss :D
i like it when we bayke :D me likey alotalot :D
anyways, i got ALLLLLLL THIS SCREAMING MUSIC, SLOW MUSIC ANDAND MUSIC THAT I CAN NEVER FORGET from YOU <3
its so kool how we met :D do you still remember how we met? :D please post le how me met chuu on chuu blog :3 le adum wants to see.
we used to reply shit on each others blogger :D we used to, until now oso :D
meeeehhheehehehehehehe :D
im listening to Miss May I. i know you mnow likey le band, haha, i heard abandon all ships, the word alive and someother shit stuff that i forgottttttttttt.
hehehe, im thinking on how should i approach you next time i see you, its always like, i poke your shoulder, or or kiss your cheeks.
weelllll, its gonna be different now :D
im gonna
-SHOUT YOUR NAME. DEPENDS ;D
-HUG YOU TIGHT.
-WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOUR ARMS ;D
-DO ANYTHING I WANT ;D
gosh me truly misses you. and tham!
lets go out :D with soo suen :D andand nathan too :P
Maybe :O
butbut i wanna go sg with you and tham D::
nemind, after pmr you can ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!
its been quite awhile since we didnt hold hands
anyways, i miss you alot D::
i do, i really do! D:
i reallyreally hope me can be different to you D:
i wished life was muchmuch more simpler for us.
STUDY.
GET GOOD JOB.
MARRY.
GET KIDS.
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
but, its all me thats dreaming of it :3 but its okay :D
look what we build, love and lotslotslots of happinesssssssssssss :D
i like it when we bayke :D me likey alotalot :D
anyways, i got ALLLLLLL THIS SCREAMING MUSIC, SLOW MUSIC ANDAND MUSIC THAT I CAN NEVER FORGET from YOU <3
its so kool how we met :D do you still remember how we met? :D please post le how me met chuu on chuu blog :3 le adum wants to see.
we used to reply shit on each others blogger :D we used to, until now oso :D
meeeehhheehehehehehehe :D
im listening to Miss May I. i know you mnow likey le band, haha, i heard abandon all ships, the word alive and someother shit stuff that i forgottttttttttt.
hehehe, im thinking on how should i approach you next time i see you, its always like, i poke your shoulder, or or kiss your cheeks.
weelllll, its gonna be different now :D
im gonna
-SHOUT YOUR NAME. DEPENDS ;D
-HUG YOU TIGHT.
-WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOUR ARMS ;D
-DO ANYTHING I WANT ;D
gosh me truly misses you. and tham!
lets go out :D with soo suen :D andand nathan too :P
Maybe :O
butbut i wanna go sg with you and tham D::
nemind, after pmr you can ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!
hello emptiness. many peeps say that im always emo. whatthefuck. no im not, sometimes,
i just like to stay quiet and just stare plainly at stuff and talk about heavy music. well, that aint emo. it means im not in the mood, which is moody,different from emo.
andand me listening to screamo, death-core, grind-core, hardcore and all that shit doesnt make me a firm satan believer. you all have to know that i just like to be different from other people. like,
they listen to radio music, which is fine, i have nothing against it. but im just tired of listening to music thats talking about shit like, i wanna get with you tonight, blabla and shit. i prefer this we will never sleep, cuz sleep is for the weak now we will never rest til were all fucking dead. YEAH, now thats my real shit.
well, if some of you say that this is just a reason for me to be emo, then dont talk to me anymore.
im a real fun guy in the inside, i dont like seeing people moody,
i get reallyreally high on two cans of redbull, which i like and its good for skating to me :P gives a lot of boosts.
and honestly, i dont like getting called emo.
i dont like it. at all. if i smile means im just pretending
INSIDE I KILLED YOU MILLIONS OF TIMES.
because to me. little things matter, they mean shit to me although it doesnt mean anything to you guys, please, learn some fucking respect.
i just like to stay quiet and just stare plainly at stuff and talk about heavy music. well, that aint emo. it means im not in the mood, which is moody,different from emo.
andand me listening to screamo, death-core, grind-core, hardcore and all that shit doesnt make me a firm satan believer. you all have to know that i just like to be different from other people. like,
they listen to radio music, which is fine, i have nothing against it. but im just tired of listening to music thats talking about shit like, i wanna get with you tonight, blabla and shit. i prefer this we will never sleep, cuz sleep is for the weak now we will never rest til were all fucking dead. YEAH, now thats my real shit.
well, if some of you say that this is just a reason for me to be emo, then dont talk to me anymore.
im a real fun guy in the inside, i dont like seeing people moody,
i get reallyreally high on two cans of redbull, which i like and its good for skating to me :P gives a lot of boosts.
and honestly, i dont like getting called emo.
i dont like it. at all. if i smile means im just pretending
INSIDE I KILLED YOU MILLIONS OF TIMES.
because to me. little things matter, they mean shit to me although it doesnt mean anything to you guys, please, learn some fucking respect.
if you think its bullshit then fine then.
whats wrong with just liking a page that gives me alot of hopes
you know how much music means to me, but all of it dont mean ANYTHING WHEN EVEN YOU DONT LIKE IT
ill uhh, maybe delete that page, ill abandon my hopes for you. i want you to be happy thats all. id give away my hopes and dreams to see you smile beside me.
whats wrong with just liking a page that gives me alot of hopes
you know how much music means to me, but all of it dont mean ANYTHING WHEN EVEN YOU DONT LIKE IT
ill uhh, maybe delete that page, ill abandon my hopes for you. i want you to be happy thats all. id give away my hopes and dreams to see you smile beside me.
hello humanss and chimps. I'm here to say sorry If I dont follow you back. I don't know which of you followed me. Not that I don't know . I dont keep up. I just use my blog to express what I'm feeling and right now, I'm kinda sad that she's sad. Because of me. That's all I gotta say, and somemore, I got no mood to write edy.
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