im definitely sure about this. very very sure, but idk is she?

im starting to keep things to myself, and then i began to keep everything.

i have secrets now, that i keep in arms length, deep inside.


this is so true.

after my PE. i looked hot. you ( yes YOU ) missed out but whats the diffrence?

anyways, peepoles, im fine. actually trying to be. i dont wanna say anything about it. not too lazy, its just when i type it again, ill get pissed again then have to go jogging to calm down :P

oh and while otw here to the cc, i saw this eating place with a big ass stage. i was thinking this, maybe me and my band could perform there? :DDDDD
ill surely bring FRIENDS, HER too.

i wanna go genting with her ): i wanna wolk around genting with her ): i wanna hold her hands ):

all im just saying is that i wanna be the one that she's gonna say "im cold" so that i could hug her.
she's just this electric shock that i get, eventually.
'ohwell, what am i writing.
i wanna play football and kick to someones face like i did during PE today. was so hilarious. HAHAHAHAHA


anyways, i hope chuu open door, okay?
i dont see mermaids that exist anymore but you. and sumore youre the most unique and the cutest one. how can i ever forget that. i just cant.

chocolate muffin <3

i think, i really really think that Beau Bokan is better than Craig.

BLESSTHEFALL- your favourite screamo band.

you like Black Dying Rose
to me, the most awesome is Bottomfeeder.
the drums is WUEFBHEOIRVBERIUGBERUGHBAWROIFVNAEROVHRIBS'EHPRUGB epic.

gosh. im like so bored. literally,


IM NOT TEXTING ANYONE. 1ST TIME.


dad's coming home tonight :) i guess imma be asking for extra shirts, or pants, or money an get HER something :) im like so nice, ehehehehehehehehehek :D
im as usual listening to some screamo shit. this time its bmth. LULULUL.

everytime im online, there has to be 4 tabs opened :D
fisrt tab is HER BLOG, second is tumblr, third is youtube and lastly, FACEBOOK.

thenthen when evry single thing is loaded, i go to her blog first, after finished reading, i click the sign in button. then sign in on tumblr and never logout. same goes to facebook and youtube XD


suprisingly today.............
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I HAVENT SHOWERED. lol. not that big achievement, i once never showerd for like, 3 days straight XD
BALLS OF STEEEEEELLLLL'

hello soosuen <3

its been quite awhile since we didnt hold hands

anyways, i miss you alot D::
i do, i really do! D:

i reallyreally hope me can be different to you D:

i wished life was muchmuch more simpler for us.


STUDY.
GET GOOD JOB.
MARRY.
GET KIDS.
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.


but, its all me thats dreaming of it :3 but its okay :D
look what we build, love and lotslotslots of happinesssssssssssss :D

i like it when we bayke :D me likey alotalot :D
anyways, i got ALLLLLLL THIS SCREAMING MUSIC, SLOW MUSIC ANDAND MUSIC THAT I CAN NEVER FORGET from YOU <3
its so kool how we met :D do you still remember how we met? :D please post le how me met chuu on chuu blog :3 le adum wants to see.
we used to reply shit on each others blogger :D we used to, until now oso :D
meeeehhheehehehehehehe :D
im listening to Miss May I. i know you mnow likey le band, haha, i heard abandon all ships, the word alive and someother shit stuff that i forgottttttttttt.
hehehe, im thinking on how should i approach you next time i see you, its always like, i poke your shoulder, or or kiss your cheeks.

weelllll, its gonna be different now :D
im gonna


-SHOUT YOUR NAME. DEPENDS ;D
-HUG YOU TIGHT.
-WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOUR ARMS ;D
-DO ANYTHING I WANT ;D



gosh me truly misses you. and tham!
lets go out :D with soo suen :D andand nathan too :P
Maybe :O
butbut i wanna go sg with you and tham D::
nemind, after pmr you can ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

hello emptiness. many peeps say that im always emo. whatthefuck. no im not, sometimes,


i just like to stay quiet and just stare plainly at stuff and talk about heavy music. well, that aint emo. it means im not in the mood, which is moody,different from emo.


andand me listening to screamo, death-core, grind-core, hardcore and all that shit doesnt make me a firm satan believer. you all have to know that i just like to be different from other people. like,

they listen to radio music, which is fine, i have nothing against it. but im just tired of listening to music thats talking about shit like, i wanna get with you tonight, blabla and shit. i prefer this we will never sleep, cuz sleep is for the weak now we will never rest til were all fucking dead. YEAH, now thats my real shit.

well, if some of you say that this is just a reason for me to be emo, then dont talk to me anymore.
im a real fun guy in the inside, i dont like seeing people moody,
i get reallyreally high on two cans of redbull, which i like and its good for skating to me :P gives a lot of boosts.


and honestly, i dont like getting called emo.
i dont like it. at all. if i smile means im just pretending

INSIDE I KILLED YOU MILLIONS OF TIMES.




because to me. little things matter, they mean shit to me although it doesnt mean anything to you guys, please, learn some fucking respect.