you know, that post of yours truly, truly made me cry. honestly. you said someone special. i thought i was just a by passer. well, there are songs that reminds me of us. Whoever She Is by The Maine. i swear it reminds me of how awesome we would be, how awesome we would make out til our lips are numb, and how awesome your reaction be when i send you 11.11 text. i was stupid not to pay all my attention to you. but its okay, im glad were friends. i am going to get you something in kl. oh and and i wanna bayke but im leaving to kl in 2 hours ): yes, its 4am. oh and when we talked otp.my heart leaped, idk why and i like it when it leaps (: oh and i want you to draw a big ass rose on my hand. ill tell you why when i call you (: oh and i also have a song for when im rebellious for you. 10 miles wide by etf. im sure you remember well (:
you know what SS? idk how to say this. but i am probably not to be trusted by you, thats fine. s my mistake, do you know how deep you left your scar? do you know that til this very day, i cry in my bed thinking back how we used to talk together. thats right. i do like other girls. i do. but with you on my mind? its so hard. im hard, to move on is like to pull the knife in my chest that you stabbed and i havent even pulled it back. i am so terrified we will part as friends. i want to be close friends, but always, everytime i try to be nice. theres always a text saying that you want your money back. i know that. i miss how i used to talk to my friends how beautiful u were and they would shut me up and tham will just smile and say im a lucky bastard. the song that suits me is Slow Motion by Safety Word Orange. i hope you listn to it. im sorry i couldnt be who you want. im sorry. there, i said it. i want us to be friends, no grudge. forget everything. just stay with me, as frinds, okay? remeber the tiedye shirt? let it be our sign as frinds. i have one too, i hope this is not so cheesy. i know that you like somebody else now. im happy for you, FRIEND
Holy shit girl.
I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.
Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.
I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always
I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.
Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.
I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always
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