i just want you to know im sorry.
i got sports training tmr, so yeah, ill be online just for awhile tmr.

takecare.

loveyousomuch.
i can never ever bear this without you.
i can never ever love someone like you.
i can never ever do this without you.
i can never ever feel loved without you.
i can never ever fell in love this deep.

without you. i am nothing, without love, i am nothing


but you made me something just by loving me, you make me to be myself.


thanksssssss and i love you

oh and its 2.48am, i cant sleep cuz i miss you and my eyes is swollen becuhs of crying. but its okay, i know that we'll go through this together. <3
YOU KNOW, I MISS YOU LIKE, A FUCKING LOT TODAY ):
my life is never gonna complete without you. now my head HURTS LIKE SHIT!
i dunno why, i feel dizzy like WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ and im listening to MGMT to calm the fuck down and im drinking sky juice while typing thiss.

i wish im with you right fucking now ): i could hug you til you sleep on my shoulder,
or or you can lie your head at my lap ):
that would be so sweeeeeeeett~
but ohwell, im not there, but at least i know theres someone out there who cares for me, who understands me, who actually LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM. IM HAPPY FOR THAT.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I FEEL THE SAME TO YOU TOO ;)

adam&Kyu. <3
You know what? Im GLAD that you understand hat im going through, im GLAD that were going thru this TOGETHER. Some other girls would just walk away, BUT NOT YOU, why?
Becuhs youre so effin unique. the music that you listens to tells that youre unique,
i know im not perfect, i know i screwed up ALL THE TIME, but this time, just please be with me,
i can never bear this alone.

Well, ill remember you til the day i die, why? CUZ WE ARE EACH OTHER'S FIRST KISSSSSS,
i know you said you had it already, then you told me it was fae, i couldnt care much!
i was too happy cuz were each other's first kissssssss <3>

You remember December 24th? HAHAH, the staircase shit. it shows that we've been thru shitness together, i know its mainly my fault :P. but ohwell, we are thru that shit! im so proud were still together!! ;D

also, i know i flirted alot when the love was just about to spread, i screwed up alot of fucking times. BUT NOT ANYMORE! i promised to stay true, and not to flirt with any other girls.
but even how many girls i flirted with, youre still with me, loving me as much as you can.

I never realised that i hurted you so damn much, i can never shed as much tears as you did, im head over heels for you now baby, i know the hardship in our realtionship has just started, but it looks like were doing well.

I hope i can get back my FREEDOM and MY PHONE, and when i do. IMMA BE TEXTNIG YOU ALL THE TIME.

You know what? I love YOU. yes SooSuen, YOU! Our skin colour doesnt make diffrence when its LOVE.

I LOVE YOU HUNNY, AND ALWAYS WILL.
everynight, i cry just because i miss you. and they say im strong.
NOT WHEN THERES NO ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME.
what are you waiting for, take my heart for a ride tonight :)
this hurts more than cutting myself on my arms ):
how i wish youre here onlinen with me ):
youre probably watching TV happily while im right here craving for you ):

i missssss youuuu ):
baby, i promise you i wont leave you. I NEED YOU THE MOST IN THIS PART OF RELATIONSHIP.
hey, who says im happy? and who says that i dont care about your feelings?
I DO CARE ABOUT THEM. i wish you could see how much i need you right now,
i miss you loadsssssssssss, i wish i get my phone back ):

andand why are you not replying my IM's? ):
i misss you and i wanna talk to you, i know this is the hardest part in our relationship
but i promise you that we'll go throuugh it TOGETHER, I FUCKING PROMISE. I wont let you go NO MATTER WHAT.

yours sincerely,
adam ):
im really sorry, im gonna miss you ):
my dad took my phone away, im gonna mss you lIKE FUCKKKK ):

i wish dad gives back tmr morning ):
cuz i cant survive without you, in every single second ):
you got a Halo and i got the Devils horn,
lets make a fake account on FACEBOOK AND DISTURB FUCKERSS ;D
you are the only exception, lalala~

imma write a song for you tonight, andandandand maybe perform the song on BoB ( Battle of Bands )
i bet the judges are gonna like it cuz most of the bands only do cover ;D

well, today i ponteng school, DAMN FUN
1. Waited at the Stadium for my friend, he dint turn up -.-
2. went to mamak, ate roti canai and shit :D
3. Went to OC, ( Cyber Cafe ) and saw Kim with his 'sohai' face, and paul with his 'sakai' face
4. then we went to City plaza, went to the top floor and took pics ;D
5. we lepak at the stairs outsie on the north part :D
6. then at 9.57 smth, we went at Futsal level and HANG THERE THE WHOLE DAYYYYY


WAS AN AWESOMEEEE DAYYYY :)
close your eyes, pray for plagues
youre the reason why i have eyes, cuz youre so freaking preeettyy (:
youre the reason why im breathing
youre the reason why im smiling


youre the answer to my love. :)
Yo donald, what you did today aint fucking cool. if only i was infront of you, id fucking break your emo face, and itd be in pieces. DONT YOU EVER DARE TO DO ANYTHING TO MY GIRL. IF I KNOW YOU DO SHIT, THE NEXT DAY YOU'LL BE BEGGING TO FUCKING STOP. SO BETTER BE FUCKING CAREFUL. IM WARNING YOU, DONT THINK THAT YOUR GANG CAN BACK YOU UP IN SHIT. GANGS IS JUST FAW PUSSIES. SO FUCK YOU, YOU DONT HAVE ANY GANGS, STUPID POSER EMO FACE. saying that youre in a gang is just a reason for you to act big.
let down your hair, let down your hair,koo-yuyu koo-yuyu let down your hair. ;D
i cant go on without your love
fine, go ahead, leave me like all the others did, leave me when i need you the most.
its amazing that you can love them and not love me. but you know what?
even if you dont love me, ill love you back no matter what, ill wait for you no matter what,
id still stalk you, text you and call you. even if you dont reply, or call back, id still do it, you know why?
CUZ MY LOVE TO YOU IS OVERFLOWING. i cant think of ANYONE ELSE except YOU right now
sayang, im soorryy ):
i know i shouldve tell you earlier, the reason why i dint tell is because im scared i couldnt make it on the las minute and dissapoin you, AGAIN. i dont want that ):

so, anyone who helps you with the Maths thing. you'll ditch me for them? ):
im gonna make you feel, like youre the only girl in the world.
in this world with no light, i will be all that you need.

you know, i like sending you late night texts, even if you dont reply. haha, well, im not expexting you to reply, i mean, youre already sleeping. hahaha.
so, today was fucked up, i guesss you know why, lucky Tham was at sch, cuz normally he Plays traunt, HAHAHA. i guess he's the only friend i have now, and YOUYOUYOU.
cuz you know, *HIS MOM told my mum about some fake shit, which is so fucking stupid, that shit doesnt even exists, *HIS MOM made me cry while otw to school, cuz MY MOM believed *HIS MOM, i know, bullshit happens, and then come in my room, leaving a SMOKE SCENT. i know *HIS MOM smokes but, USING MY ROOM TO SMOKE? THAT SHIT IS SO NOT COOL.
but you know what, you shud have back me up, but NOOO, you didnt. even Tham asked me that question, for now on, i think Tham is the most closest with me, even if we dint meet when we was BORN, but we are like brothers with no bond, but IDC, atleast you share your shit with me, OHOH, and Heussie and Kee (:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST. butbut you CANT EVER BEAT MY GF, SHE UNDERSTANDS ME THE MOST, AND LOVES ME THE MOST, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KYYUKYUKYU (:
im the only one that you need, in this darkness you see.
with me, alltime with me (:
wassup tittiess and dicks, miss me?
NAWW, only me hunny misses me. and sorry i dint ILY when then i hung up, i feel badd ):
I LOVE LOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU SO MUCH (: