hunny, lets raise our glass together :D

andand i wont be in love with someone else, YOURE

THE ONLY ONE I HAVE. and YOU CANT BE REPLACED (':

ohoh, im chocolate in flavour,

IM CRAVING FOR YOU TOOOOO!

OHHHHH, no wonder you dint reply me in approx 20mins. you were talking to len :P

i hope today is gonna be better than yesterday

hello, long time no blogging aye?. haha, well, ive been abit busy with stuffs since i got PMR this year :/ . anyways, im fine, never been better, skate progression is decreasing, but its okay, its for the goods for my legs. OH, you know, i dint go to CS yesterday. becuhs of some STUPID SHIT -.-

i want you to know tat i miss you, so damn much.

its been awhile since we didnt meet each other and im starting to miss your kisses already

BODOH LA KAU. KAU TAU TAK YANG DIE TU, AKU PUNYE. BUKAN KAU

KAU BOLEH PEGI MATI LA BABI.

LAGI SEKALI KAU BUAT CERITA, AKU NYAK KAU GILE BABI, KAU STANDBAY JEK

I WANT THAT NIGHT WHERE WE LAY IN YOUR BED

WITH NERVOUS HANDS. OR SHOULDERS TOUCHES.

YOU KISSED ME AND I COULDNT STOP SMILING (:

you know, if were in the same sch. id be like ":DDDDDD"

and for that, it will be my YEAR. nd ill remember it til the day i DIE

MY HEART HAS ALWAYS BEEN. AND WILL BE FOREVER YOURS

I LOVE YOU SOOSUEN, YOURE DIFFRENT FROM ALL THE OTHER GIRLS

YOU ARE SO FUCKING UNIQUE.

HUNYYYYYYYYYYY, I MISS YOU TOO

i like that post, its veryveryvery sweet to me (':

you know, i think of you in evry class im in. especially when theres noone to talk to

i draw random shit on my hand evryday and that random shit is YOUR NAME or anything that you say to me, andand i always do a LOVE sign on my hand. ;D

ill probably do it today and upload it to FB and tag you, okie? (:

how i wish i could get me rollerbllades so i can roll with ma girl ;D

ppl will be asking, eh, nice partner

id say, its my gf :DDD

ohoh, Tham, i know you watch GP. dont lie to me boy XD

im talking to SooSuen now ;D

i love herrr, she's niceee (:

she's the best of the best (":

you know, you guys ares the bestttt

Kee, Tham, heuston, Nathan, Amir, Celak, Aidil, Alif, Kve and Chi

YOU GUYS ARE THE BESSSSTTTT !!!!!!!

i feel sad when youre sad too ):

is there anything bothering you? ))):::

ill sit here text ma gf LYKA BOSS

listen to screamo LYKA BOSS

chat with ma niggers LYKA BOSS

wank offf LYKA BOSS

eat spicy shit LYKA BOSS

answer phone calls LYKA BOSS

recieve text from unknown LYKA BOSS

play ma guitar LYKA BOSS

go downstairs LYKA BOSS

scroll down and up on facebook LYKA BOSS

wear my tight underwear LYKA BOSS

look at my kissy pic LYKA BOSS

get pissed at *peeps* LYKA BOSS

curse peeps LYKA BOSS

this is a daily life of me, kinda

HAHA, LYKA BOSS FTW

ILL TAKE EVRYTHING YOU FUCKING BITCH

feel the pain mafacka. die mafacka.

suck my dick mafacka. put a dildo up in yaw butthole mafacka.

suck your own dick mafacka. cry to yaw momma mafacka.

catch your own grenade mafacka

school was effed up, we dint even study at ALL.

FTHISHIT

JOKING. hahahhahhahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha.

Mr. Hopkins is rady to be hugged by you..

i miss you like shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

YOU KNOW. YOUR SARCASTIC WORDS CANT HURT ME, IM A TOUGH MAFACKA, INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. YOU BETTER FUCKING FEAR ME YOU BASTRD DICKHEADED FOR I AM YOUR DEATH AND IM SERIOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

wait til monday, you'll get it from me

you can be my girlfriend FOREVER. cuz you know, youre AWESOME LIKE THAT (:

your pretty smile can ALWAYS cheer me up (:

dont try to walk away, cuz you know id follow you

ohoh, fuck you. ill just get you in a fight,

you know, my leg is now in the process of healing, :DDDDDDD

this is how my day went, mum was suppose to send me to the hospital, but because of my sister wants to change to SSI, so we settled her things first, from 10 smth til 3 -.-

and then we went to the massage place, tbh, i was kinda scared at first, but then i calmed myself down. HAHAHA and then when he called my number up, i was like "wtfwtfwtfwft"

then he was like asking why and shit, then he pulled my knee, it was pain at first then it was okay.

HAHA, and now im here, texting my beloved Kyu and writing this shit (:

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

IM YOUR FIRST KISSSSS!

YOU COULDNT TELL HOW FUCKING HAPPY I AM

HAHAHA

OMGOMGOMG, IM HIGH ON YOUR LOVE

thanks babe, even you lied, but, IDGAS!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU WERE MY FIRSTTTTTT KIIISSSSSSSSS

THAT IS SOOO FREAKINGGG SWEEET

I KNOW PEEPOLE MIGHT SAY I OVER REACT, BUT THEY DONT KNOW HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SOOSUEN (;

oh hunnyy,

i love you so much that even words cant describe it

i miss you like fuggggg!

i wanna see you now!

and hold handss, and kiss ):

i miss those times with you. cuz those are the memories that ill remember til the day i die ):

YAAAAYYY

baby. that post is like, the SWEEETEST thing ive ever heard from you

i really wanted to pass the flowers to you, and the rabbittt too :)

andand i miss you like SO FUCKING MUCH TOOOOOO ): ):

and i know you love me, i know you love me so freaking much, and its okay,

you ont have to be guilty just by leaving me in the night like that,

i understand, maybe youre reslly sleepy, right?

well, lets just stay up tonight since tmr we have no sch, okay ;)

I LOVE YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH TOOOOOOOO

OMG. yesterday wass funnn (: . ESPECIALLY The fitting room ;)

andand youre freaking holding my hands ALL THE TIME.

evryday is still the same dumb line.
one final fight, for thi tonight - Knives and pens

i cant be more addicted to this than i am to you

i like it when you kiss my neck.
it shows that were craving for eachother.
i miss you alot! ):
right now, im craving to textt you. MY LEG HURTS LIKE SHITTTTT
tbh, when i text you, i forgot abt the pain. cuz im all loved by you ):

I CAN NEVER EVER EVER FIND A GIRL SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE YOU ANYMORE
YOURE THE PRETTIEST THING IVE EVER SEEN.
IN EVERYWAY.

i kant wait to meeeeeeettt youuuuuu tmrrr
but mum said it kant be long ):

im sorry for being like that last night.

im sorry for bringing the shit up. i know that its a long time ago, an youve been thru far more worse shit than i do.
IM REALLY SORRY. and i guess im not that good at cheering you up. but hey, i want you to know that its okay, im fine. i dont want you to be all sad tonight because of me.
shitttt, its all my fault, i shouldnt have brought it up.
I MESSED UP BIGTIME :'(

IM REALLY SORRY.
and i love you, and no one does it the way i do.
i dont wanna miss saying that youre beautiful evryday.

wow, i guess its kinda hard to find a guy like me

ADAM LIKES IT WHEN KYU.......
1. Hold's his hands
2. Kiss his cheeks
3. Hug him
4. Talks sweet to him
5. Kiss him infront of evryone
6. Lies down on him
7. Text him first
8. Comfort me when him have no one
9. Accept him for who he is
10. snuggles at his neck
11. says Okay *its sexyy ;)
12. says 'i love you more than you do'
13. puts her hands around his neck
14. pulls him to her bed ;)
15. ADAM LIKES IT THAT KYU LOVESS ME,
FOR EVRYTHING WE'VE BEEN THRU


FUCCKKK, I LOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU :')

SooSuen,
id love to kiss you in the middle of CS, Screw the peeps looking at us
IDC. ill hold your waist and make your soul fly (:

I LOVE YOU TOOOOO :D
SO MUCH THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW

well, idgas
I LOVE YOU.
for who you are,

im your lil devil ;)

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE

LL OO VV EE
ME LOVES


YOUYOUYOUYOUYOUYOUYOU

ADAMADAMADAM
LOVES
SOOSUEN, SO MUCHMUCHMUCH

THE 18 STORY

okay.
it happend like this
we entered the room and locked the door at first.
and the i held her went straight for the bed
and im like 'get some adam' HAHAH :P

and the like, i lied down on her and we were making out.
and then she borrowed my phone to play games,
even tho its shit phone. but its cool :)
and then i pulled down my pants, well. maybe abit
haha ;)
and then i started to show me snakey and then you held it
and so then i snuggled myself at her neck and said "omnomnomnom"
she's like "awwwwwwhh ;)"
and theni started to kiss apples and she's like
this is distracting. and i just continued
HAHAHA. i know, im a devil XD
and then i told her to strip off
at first she's like , what time is it now
i just said i dunno,can you strip off now
and then i was like, looking and then she told me to look away
HAHA, FAIL ;) XD
and then we were GRINDING each other while snogging ;)
then i told her im going to lick her's
and she's like . NOOO, its gonna be ticklish
and im like, its okkay. and i LICKED IT
HAHA, its true, it was ticklish
she giggled when i did that. NO SHIT XD
and then she went down on mine
SHITTT, IT FELT GOOD
and im like, get back up here
and we actually had sex. haha, be jealous ;D
well, it was just the mushroom part XDXD
tbh its smth like, a 20second fuck. well , i couldnt do more cuz it'd hurt.
and then we grinded, again. this time
her legs was around my waist and her arms too. so basically i was on her
thats wen it felt really good
were like doing it and im like, im gonna cum
AND SO I DID. and then i took the tissue and wiped it for her
and then someone knocked. FKN SCARY, it turned out that it was Sabrina.
HAHAA. me, in the toilet, walking out slowly, zipping my pants and threw the tissue away, basty saw it tho, and he's like
GET SOME. and then i vent home
HAHA. im lucky tho. i love you soosuen.
I LIKE THE FACT THAT WERE NOT RUSHING ;)

today was fun
except for when i cant sleepover
well, i like the fact that we walk around, spent time with each other
andand make muffins :)
these are the moments that i'll remember til the day i die

and and i like when were in the maze, and im like, chasing you ;D
SWEEETMOMENTSTHATMONEYCANTBUY

and then we headed back to HER place.
thats when ~stuff~ happened
i strip myself and so did her

and then we did some really nice stuff ;)
you were on me and we were snogging ;)

and then i licked yours. (I8SX,BUT I KNOW YOU READERS WONT MIND)
and you did too ;)

at least were not rushing, right?
HAHA
i

OMG. TMR ;)

MY HEART IS LIKE A SEA
YOU MANAGED TO GO TO THE DEEPEST
EVEN YOU KNOW YOU'D DROWN
BUT DEEP INSIDE YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN BREATHE IN IT

i guess youre just sick with my sorries now

i promise you that id hold on to you no matter what
and ill hold on to you the strongest and the longest i can.

im sick of us fighting evrynight
i want us to be like we used to be
i reallly really do. im up for a change now

Behind your smile, I know there are sorrows.
Behind your laughters, I know there are tears.
But I want you to know that, behind you is me who always care for you.

I WAS DUMB FOR THINKING USING MY ASSHOLE
I SHUDVE THOUGHT EARLIER,
I SHODVE THOUGHT ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCE

BUT NOW. IMA CHANGE, FOR YOU, FOR US, FOR OUR LOVE

NO MORE FLIRTING
STRICT NO

ill hold you tightly even if the world is shaking
ill grab your hands and make you feel its really love

I NEVER MEANT TO DO THOSE THINGS TO YOU

LUSTYLUST

and night when the stars shine in my room
i sit by myself regretting what i said
when you were sleeping, i was awake
crying my eyes out
i know theres no point of doing that
as you said 'you can never shed more tears than i do'

when i was about to sleep, I SWEAR I HEARD YOU CALLING MY NAME
but then i realised were 1000 feet away, and then i said to myself
sleep adam, sleep. but i couldnt so, i ended up sleeping at 5.30 :x

I WANNA HUG YOU
BUT I BET YOU DONT WANT ME TO

IM YOUR MAJOR LETDOWN
(Y)

WHAT A MISTAKE I MADE LAST NITE.
i shudve said someone else
i screwed up BADLY LAST NIGHT
IM PROBABLY THE WORSE BOYFRIEND YOU EVER HAD
IM REALLYREALLY SORRY