you know, that post of yours truly, truly made me cry. honestly. you said someone special. i thought i was just a by passer. well, there are songs that reminds me of us. Whoever She Is by The Maine. i swear it reminds me of how awesome we would be, how awesome we would make out til our lips are numb, and how awesome your reaction be when i send you 11.11 text. i was stupid not to pay all my attention to you. but its okay, im glad were friends. i am going to get you something in kl. oh and and i wanna bayke but im leaving to kl in 2 hours ): yes, its 4am. oh and when we talked otp.my heart leaped, idk why and i like it when it leaps (: oh and i want you to draw a big ass rose on my hand. ill tell you why when i call you (: oh and i also have a song for when im rebellious for you. 10 miles wide by etf. im sure you remember well (:

you know what SS? idk how to say this. but i am probably not to be trusted by you, thats fine. s my mistake, do you know how deep you left your scar? do you know that til this very day, i cry in my bed thinking back how we used to talk together. thats right. i do like other girls. i do. but with you on my mind? its so hard. im hard, to move on is like to pull the knife in my chest that you stabbed and i havent even pulled it back. i am so terrified we will part as friends. i want to be close friends, but always, everytime i try to be nice. theres always a text saying that you want your money back. i know that. i miss how i used to talk to my friends how beautiful u were and they would shut me up and tham will just smile and say im a lucky bastard. the song that suits me is Slow Motion by Safety Word Orange. i hope you listn to it. im sorry i couldnt be who you want. im sorry. there, i said it. i want us to be friends, no grudge. forget everything. just stay with me, as frinds, okay? remeber the tiedye shirt? let it be our sign as frinds. i have one too, i hope this is not so cheesy. i know that you like somebody else now. im happy for you, FRIEND