Holy shit girl.
I never knew it was that deep. Im really for what happened. He basically forgot about us. Well. We WERE his besties. Its okay. That no matters, its okay honey. Dont give up hope, i know i dont and wont. One fine day, he'll realize what he missed ; YOU.
Anyways, i miss you too. When you told me that its better to find someone else, i couldnt help myself to just lie down on my bed. I thought to myself to hold on, you know im never tired of it. Even if it means to waste my whole life waiting, i would, i just would. Youre the type of girl thats really worth on dying for.
Sure its going to hurt to see someone else holding your hands, to hug you, to kiss you. It does. But what to do, im just nothing more than boring, old lame, self-conceited adam. But im trying to change all that. I wish you knew how its like to be me. From now, til the end. Even when im with my friends, i dont really laugh, i dont really smile. It hurts to do so. Its okay, ill pick up the pieces til im bleeding if it means for you to come back to me. Im just too weak to send this as a text to you. Youre just gona say stop it. Its okay. Im always gona [heartshearts] you like the way you should be, and the way you deserve to be. Idc if your new and fresh guy tries to get rid of me. He can get rid of me but he cant get rid of me inside of you. Im just wishing that you would feel the sayme. For once.
I would reset myself for you. I would do anything for you to be happy when youre with me. Seems like i failed. Im gona keep trying til i can. I know i got nthn to lose. Idgas abt what your friends is gona say abt me. Idc what the public says. I just want you again. Thats all. I knw im not smth new and fresh andand exciting. Im not. But ill be, for you. Ill even be houdini if you want, ill be the guy like nevershoutnever, for you. I hope you feel the same sweetheart. I love you, always