i think, i really really think that Beau Bokan is better than Craig.

BLESSTHEFALL- your favourite screamo band.

you like Black Dying Rose
to me, the most awesome is Bottomfeeder.
the drums is WUEFBHEOIRVBERIUGBERUGHBAWROIFVNAEROVHRIBS'EHPRUGB epic.
gosh. im like so bored. literally,


IM NOT TEXTING ANYONE. 1ST TIME.


dad's coming home tonight :) i guess imma be asking for extra shirts, or pants, or money an get HER something :) im like so nice, ehehehehehehehehehek :D
im as usual listening to some screamo shit. this time its bmth. LULULUL.

everytime im online, there has to be 4 tabs opened :D
fisrt tab is HER BLOG, second is tumblr, third is youtube and lastly, FACEBOOK.

thenthen when evry single thing is loaded, i go to her blog first, after finished reading, i click the sign in button. then sign in on tumblr and never logout. same goes to facebook and youtube XD


suprisingly today.............
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I HAVENT SHOWERED. lol. not that big achievement, i once never showerd for like, 3 days straight XD
BALLS OF STEEEEEELLLLL'
hello soosuen <3

its been quite awhile since we didnt hold hands

anyways, i miss you alot D::
i do, i really do! D:

i reallyreally hope me can be different to you D:

i wished life was muchmuch more simpler for us.


STUDY.
GET GOOD JOB.
MARRY.
GET KIDS.
LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.


but, its all me thats dreaming of it :3 but its okay :D
look what we build, love and lotslotslots of happinesssssssssssss :D

i like it when we bayke :D me likey alotalot :D
anyways, i got ALLLLLLL THIS SCREAMING MUSIC, SLOW MUSIC ANDAND MUSIC THAT I CAN NEVER FORGET from YOU <3
its so kool how we met :D do you still remember how we met? :D please post le how me met chuu on chuu blog :3 le adum wants to see.
we used to reply shit on each others blogger :D we used to, until now oso :D
meeeehhheehehehehehehe :D
im listening to Miss May I. i know you mnow likey le band, haha, i heard abandon all ships, the word alive and someother shit stuff that i forgottttttttttt.
hehehe, im thinking on how should i approach you next time i see you, its always like, i poke your shoulder, or or kiss your cheeks.

weelllll, its gonna be different now :D
im gonna


-SHOUT YOUR NAME. DEPENDS ;D
-HUG YOU TIGHT.
-WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOUR ARMS ;D
-DO ANYTHING I WANT ;D



gosh me truly misses you. and tham!
lets go out :D with soo suen :D andand nathan too :P
Maybe :O
butbut i wanna go sg with you and tham D::
nemind, after pmr you can ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!
hello emptiness. many peeps say that im always emo. whatthefuck. no im not, sometimes,


i just like to stay quiet and just stare plainly at stuff and talk about heavy music. well, that aint emo. it means im not in the mood, which is moody,different from emo.


andand me listening to screamo, death-core, grind-core, hardcore and all that shit doesnt make me a firm satan believer. you all have to know that i just like to be different from other people. like,

they listen to radio music, which is fine, i have nothing against it. but im just tired of listening to music thats talking about shit like, i wanna get with you tonight, blabla and shit. i prefer this we will never sleep, cuz sleep is for the weak now we will never rest til were all fucking dead. YEAH, now thats my real shit.

well, if some of you say that this is just a reason for me to be emo, then dont talk to me anymore.
im a real fun guy in the inside, i dont like seeing people moody,
i get reallyreally high on two cans of redbull, which i like and its good for skating to me :P gives a lot of boosts.


and honestly, i dont like getting called emo.
i dont like it. at all. if i smile means im just pretending

INSIDE I KILLED YOU MILLIONS OF TIMES.




because to me. little things matter, they mean shit to me although it doesnt mean anything to you guys, please, learn some fucking respect.
what has my little mona lisa became?
if you think its bullshit then fine then.

whats wrong with just liking a page that gives me alot of hopes
you know how much music means to me, but all of it dont mean ANYTHING WHEN EVEN YOU DONT LIKE IT
ill uhh, maybe delete that page, ill abandon my hopes for you. i want you to be happy thats all. id give away my hopes and dreams to see you smile beside me.
i guess its just an average band. no hope on going famous. NO HOPE.

IT DOESNT MEAN NO SHIT IF I GOT 847539487539485739485739487 GIRL FANS when even you dont like the band
for once,

try and make me happy.
its just a click, to make it worth what i did.

just for once
Now is a good time for me to write songs.
hello humanss and chimps. I'm here to say sorry If I dont follow you back. I don't know which of you followed me. Not that I don't know . I dont keep up. I just use my blog to express what I'm feeling and right now, I'm kinda sad that she's sad. Because of me. That's all I gotta say, and somemore, I got no mood to write edy.

ME AND LE PUSSY.

me:if she tell oso i wont tell you.
byebye and thanks for liking

me:wtf you skate?

len:huh

me:you lah

len:how u know

me:your profile says so

len:where
did i

me:your info

len:no one knows

me:right. no one knows.

len:not i put

me:dont confuse people next time. if you dont skate then dont say/write or even type saying that you do.

len:its my profile

me:whatever

len:is it yours?

mw:you and your bullshit
i think thats why soo suen dont like you

len:what the fuck is your problem

me:you

len:i told u i dint put that on my profile

me:haha

len:did i hell step your fucking tail or what

me:holyshit

len:its my profile i can write antyhing i wan

me:taiko come edy
oh wait
he cant come
cuz he bullshit saying he coming
ha ha ha

len:no wonder
soo suen keep break with you
cause u r a son of a fucking bitch

me:at least its only once
muahaha
you jealous i got her

len:get a life
u brokem with her twice

me:she'll love me
for who i am
hahahaha
you jealous

len:i dun have to be jealous

me:lol

len:i have my own gf

me:ha ha ha
did you pay her to be yours?
or its just your bullshit?

len:whats your fucking problem

me:you bullcrap too much lah
thats my problem
even if its your problem, its making it my problem

len:cause u r a dickless bastard who wans to find fight

me:wow
taiko
still cannot come
oh and im FREEEE THE WHOLE WEK
*WEEK
my school at sdj
come anytime
im welcoming you

len:fuck off

me:haha
cannot come
cuz bullshit

len:u wanna try
u wan me to ask someone go your school!

me:COME! IM WELCOMING~
to len chia zen'
youre a bullshitter
youre a faker.
you dont skate and dont say that you do, i know its your profile but sometimes peepole adds you because of your activity so top bulllshitting so
gosh, its bcoming more and more famous :D
You saw a shirt for $97. You didn’t have the cash, so you borrowed $50 from your mom and $50 from your dad = $100. You bought the shirt, and had $3 change. You gave your dad $1 and your mom $1 and kept the other $1 for yourself. Now you owe your mum $49 and your dad $49. 49+49 = 98 + your $1 = 99. Where is the missing $1?


FUCKING HELLLLL.
i tried thinking my ass off over this thing but im just so stupid that i lost my calculation XD
LOL
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Death-By-Perfection/171913712857277


DEATH BY PERFECTION.
moi band, if you guys havent liked it yet, GO LIKE IT NOW
the name came from soosuen.
we pretty much LIKE screamo, hard rock but we know some of you dont likescreaming shit in your ears, so we'll just play random rock song that your lousy ears can bear it. LOL, haha.
this is adam, signing out (Y).
You're one big sugar rush, ♥

its SUPER to meet HER =P some basic things about HER areeeee... SHE prdy much love candy,drawing,,listening to WEIRD music, eating, laughing, all the stuff a normal kid of HER age should love. some more in depth things about HER are. SHE love making people smile. if SHE see someone unhappy SHES the one who wants to offer a hug. even if SHE don't know them, SHE like having ridiculous conversations. and SHES WAY energetic with friends. some find it embarrassing. but SHES just here to have a good time., SHE an OMEGA optimist and believe everything happens for a reason. =P HER favorite colors are black and red, SHE woudl love to visit Japan and the US,SHES a hella carefree person SHE tend to under-stress and SHE got a hella big heart SHE hate seeing people sad,:O)and SHE kinda don't like when ppl dress a way because someone else said they would look good if they did it SHES all about being HERself and no one else, SHE love skateboarding, and drawing SHE love just walking around places and talking like a freak ass, SHE really admire good actors in films, people who are good at art ( music included) basically just talented people, and really pretty people, people who are cute make HER happy, ridicules people also do, koalas make HER happy and so do pandas. SHE cannot stress enough how much SHE love HER friends,things that REALLY piss HER off are closed minded people, racists, and people who hate gay people, and when THEY pour a bowl of cereal and there is no milk. SHE gets so devastated, when SHE die, SHE wants to be remember for A being liek the funnest kid ever, and nice, and outgoing. HER pre possessions are HER hair straighter and SHE love all animals but lets just say some are cuter than others * cough* CATS *cough* i love cats && pandaaaaas
( obviously )


other things SHE dont like:
-dont say whats up, its such a mindless question, SHE hardly will reply
-dont say whatever, it makes HER feel like youre a physco bitch
-tell HER if you hate HER. "ill fucking kill you to anyone who hates her"-said adam.
-dont be a hypocrite
-SHE dont like it when people talk L!k3 t#!5

BY ADAM :')
maybe it was my fault, all the way :/ i shouldnt have become like ~that~.
i shouldve open up my eyes that you dont like it, but its okay. thanks to shack now me realises :)
it actually helped me like, alot :o

well, she's been happier than ever, im happy if she's happy so yeah ;D
i keep telling that ill change but, there isnt much diff, im such a jerk.

well, i like doing what you like, such as, i wanna be a musician, but imma be a pilot/denstist because musicians dont make much money, hunny, i dont really mind becoming what you like, if it makes you happy then id be smiling next to you :)

cut the lust already, gosh its 1000000974854235896243765934786 times better :P
now i prefer being sweet to her before she sleeps :)
i like making her smile before she sleeps now :)
it calms the fuck down out of me :') haha, well, i cant wait to meet you next month, if i could, i wanna meet you like right now.
anyways, you is at cs, watching a movie with your mom and your friends :D
haha, kant wait to meeeeeeeeet you next time? oh and how is the captain america shirt? and the tiedye? have you tried it? :D
i hope it fits nice on you :D id like to see you wearing it next time :D
mustve look nice on you :)
CHOC MUFFIN!

LOL. charlie the unicorn :O
im watching a hey baby heres the song that you wanted drum cover by as girl :OOOO
she plays so good :O
i posted on her formspring, i told her to do more vids :D
lol, talking about musics, theres this thing in me where my left fingers moves ALL THE TIME, my feet thumps on the ground imagining that its a bass drum. im just sooo into mussiiiiicccccc! but not as much as i fell into THE LOVE PIT IN YOUR HEART, I FELL SO DEEP THAT I CANT EVEN SEE ANYTHING! :D
i hope you write this post back, as in like a reply :D
LIKE WE USED TO! ;D

hoh and trials was okay, but maths wasnt ):
it was like, FUCKING KILLING ME!!
lol, sejarah was OPPOSITE! it was all so smooth :)

i cheated abit during mathsssss :O im such a bad boyyyyyy :o maybe everyone does that? :I
well, maybe :o'
haha, im on my tumblr :D
anyways, i wanna go cacth up on youchoob, take care readers <3

THE MOST HOTTEST GUY SHE SAW WAS, not me.

Am i not that hot to you? SURE IM NOT BUT THT DOESNT MEAN THAT I DONT MIND YOU TELING OTHER GUUYYSS THAT THEYRE HOT. Hunny, why the secrets lately? I thought were suppose to be close. Like bestfriends, but you just kept onbeing secretive. Hunny, i just dunno what to say, what to express my feelings. Its just all messed up. How much longer do i have to say its okay? I have feelings too hunn. Bullshot if you say he dint ask for your number. Well, at least i know that my wife has no longer have feelings for me. Sure yourw gonna say that im sensitive, emo freak. But why do i have end up being like this? I thougjt we had more but it sees that more is just eating us up. Dont you thoink so? Hunny. Eminem said love is no nintendo game. I know youve done alot to me. And i apprexiate it, because if you dont mean like alot to me, and if youre not the girl that id wastey time stalking. Id dump you long ago. But the thing is. I dont want to. I dont wanna walk away from the gorl that makes me feel im alright when im not. I dont wanna lose a girl that a million guys would chase after. I just wanted to go to your blog to read nice posts about me, i thought youd write one but all i found was you ranting on the hottest guy you ever saw. I troed to hold back my tears. I tried so hard but it just went down rolling down my cheeks knowing that maybe you found somebody better than me, maybe you dont like me anymore or worse, MAYBE YOU FELL OUT OF FROM ME? Hunny, i knhtow you love, me, right? Why when i start to be so good to you, so close to you but you dont see it! Dont you think that i am trying my best to get soooooooo super klose to you. Im trying to get the closest i can. But you is the resistance. All im kust saying tht the guy you saw owns a million dollar house, and im just the painter of the house, he deserves you more than i do. Anyways.im just the painter for the guy who deserves better right? All im just saying that i dont want to lose you and its not fair that a random guy gets a compliment from you. And the painter only gets nothing. Not as in NOTHing. But the painter HARDLY GETS XOMPLIMENT from the girl that the painter has alone. This is the most sad post that i wrote. Its because the ugly guy who loves her dont mean no shit no more. But know this, even in million years, id not let you go. I told you that i fell into the deepest pit in your heart. But that guy just had to walk past you. I bet you texted him already. Thats why you replied kinda late. Because the guy means more to you and im just a piece of junk thats living in your heart. If you want me away, you can just tell me. But the thing is.i dont want you away. I want you close to me. I just dont like it when you compliment other guysssssss, makes me feels that im unwanted by you. And it shows that well, HES THE MOST HOTTEST GUY YOU EVER SAW. I love you and uhh, i just dont know what to say anymore, im down, heartbroken, sad, crying alone. Do know that i love yo, the most. In anyway. Evryway and always.
so, i had fun today. it was awezummmmm :D
wee, we baked, made icings and watched movie, and went omegle, and went youtube, it was funn!

well, she looked totally different with her hair dyed. she looks like a caucasian. well, to me :P

haha, i really like how she looks like today :D natural beauty :D
then we ordered pizza :O
and then her mom got pissed, becohs of me, and i tried wiping her sweat and got rejected, well, to day i got rejected for quite awhile bu its okay :3
im now telling her to pst pictures :D i took pictures of her while she was baking, watching tv, decorating the muffins andand many pics more :O
i think.
hehehehe. oh and her mom doesnt like me, but likes tham, because he said hi. LOL. doesnt bother me much, not like tham gonna do anything :D
oh and i wore the boxers that she likes :O
andand i swear i was fucking looking at a totally different you :DD
ANYWAYS, THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY. byebye <3
i am wearing my wayfarer, i gots swag. ;D
LOL
anyways, tmr sch :/
so lazy to go, but the best part is, i get to seee my friends, ohwell,
i go to sch to study, not for friendssssssss :O

but the thing is, im STOOPID.
i cant learn shit. im not meant for this, im supposed to be on my way to london to write my music, i wanna be appreciated for my music, she appreciated my music like no one else did! its so amazing :')
i like it when she likes it when i send her long ass sweet text :')
i can feel my heart beating for her, my blood rushing to my brain to think of her, her beautifuuuul face, sexy eyes, soft lips and gentle touch, gosh it just calms me down but nothing calms me down better when she says i love you ;') I LOVE YOU TOO :')
im hungry. can someone you feed me later? :DDD


of course you can :D
im like, all starving and shitttt :D but you gonna feed me laturrr :D
yaaaaayyyy, wait no, you havent answered yet :3
hellheloo again, why every day i go to your profile and i see ka thiams name on your list everyday :3
i rmb you told me that whoevers on top of the list means the person just looked at your profile.
andand i see his fayce there everydayy :3
but nemind lahs, small matter ;D
anyways, dad's coming home next week, to check out the nuu Malik Crib. malik malik malik! woohooo! :D

stupid construction workers go and steal my stuffs, im gonna kill them once the cop finds out ):<
they ruined my raya mood, andand they stole the perfume that SooSuen gave me, including those 2 shirts oso )';<<
now i feel like killing them so badly, imma cut their hands and send them back from where they belong to. NOWHERE.
helllo readers! which i dont have :3
im fine, how are you guys?
anyways, my puasa days are good and i wish you guys the same too.
oh and SHE is having her ghost month. muahahaha,
im listening to if it means alot to you. its such a sweet songggg ;)


anyways, im texting her, she said she's gona go bathe, i might as well join her :P
muahahahha, im so naughty.

oh and her ex schoolmate STOLE something from her D:<
this is just so stupid, dont that guy know that the idea he's drawing and the publivity he's getting is just some cheap ass publicity, ughh. stooopid feellow D:<
Kisskisskisskiss ok cukup, hahaha. That line is just so stuupid. Anyways, I'm at my uncles house. I'm also texting youuuuuuuu. Oh and and I'm listening to a day to remember. I miss her alot. Like alot, anyways, now Is my fasting month and it's your ghost month. Muahahahahaa, I'm going to, scare youuuuuuuuu.